G S E I don't know what you mean by writing this?
This is a "silly" topic, where we try to give a name to a non existing band AND/OR to see how many crazy names some bands have.
- GOO GOO DOLLS isn't that a silly name?
or
- Donald and the DUCKS.
I adore playing with words. My "mistake, or mental disturbed idea. I am a mental case, that's for sure, but give me an alternative: all people aware of my condition, consider this PLEASE as a reaction on my "serious" lesions.
It isn't funny at all to come from a job, a passion working 80 hours a week, ALL GONE IN A SPLIT SECOND. All my dreams, my desires, my self esteem, self respect, self assured GONE, and sitting here with thousand questions, like why or what am I still doing here? Worst is "pretending to be an iron man", and paying the price for my "pretending". It is a lot worse than you know, they came to me for a wheelchair, do you know what this causes? I can't stand longer than 1 minute. My "oesophagus", pre-cancer, all great news, and a daily confrontation. Agree, there are worse problems, and my biggest mistake is as told PRETENDING that I have NO problem, and it really hurts and it's terrifying to see my evolution, or DEVOLUTION, or to hear that other people don't fight, I'm anxious, I'm scared, I can't go shopping alone, and I'm glad to have chordie, all these great people, giving me courage, support, WHY didn't I die, having no life.
SORRY I'm feeling really bad recurring high fever, and being completely useless.
[color=blue]- GITAARDOCPHIL SAIS: TO CONQUER DEAD, YOU HAVE TO DIE[/color] AND [color=blue] we are born to die[/color]
- MY GUITAR PLAYS EVERY STYLE = BLUES, ROCK, METAL, so I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO PLAY IT.
[color=blue]Civilization began the first time an angry person cast a word instead of a rock.[/color]