"Finding Fidelity"

"Finding Fidelity"

You push my heart into my throat

You make it hard to swallow

You push my fingers to the back

You make it hard to follow

Your indescretions bleed me dry

I just hope there's plenty more

Your voice is just another disease

For which there's no cure, no cure

And I'm screaming

I'm crying

I'm dreaming

of watching you lie dying

And I'm running

I'm hiding

I'm struggling

Of wondering why I'm trying

And no one seems to notice

You can't pretend that it's alright

To justify your intent

You swear I'm something that I'm not

Another lie to invent

Your intentions are unclear

You show me only one face

You have me climbing up the walls

I can't find my place, my place

And I'm screaming

I'm crying

I'm dreaming

of watching you lie dying

And I'm running

I'm hiding

I'm struggling

Of wondering why I'm trying

And no one seems to notice