for her {kevin murphy}

Don't know where I stand
Can't tell where I end
Where we began
Can't tell feelings
Can't tell you thoughts
But maybe that's the best way
I'm trying so hard to
Forget the past
But I couldn't help wishing
To the future when you walked into my life
Perfection, destruction
Over before I began
Tried to escape
You're the only thing I never outran
I try again and again
But I can't get away
From these memories that I dream of
They say you can't outrun the past
But the future ain't looking so hot
I'm a sacrifice
Just left here alone waiting for destruction
Can't remember where I stand
Forgot where then end began
Perfection, destruction
Whole but dissipating
Right now theres the sunshine but look
To the clouds in the distance
Don't know where I stand
Is this where the end began?