Topic: Only Just Begun

I wrote this song after reading this tragic story out of Utah in the news recently. The bodies of 7 babies were found in the garage of the babies' mother, who had apparently killed 6 of them, after her first baby was stillborn. It just made me sad wondering just what the world had lost when these lives were taken away so near each of their births. Initially it was thought that she killed all of the children, but now as more details were discovered it is believed that the first child was stillborn, and that event might have started the whole tragic cycle. I was trying to focus on what the world will be without rather that the actions of the mother, but I sure wish this could have been prevented.

Only Just Begun By Jeff Gilpin


April 14, 2014




Intro strumming Am\\\\ \\G\




[Am]Anna would have grown up


To become a high school teacher.


[Am]Billy was filled with gospel fire;


He was born to be a preacher.


[F]James would just turn out to be


An ordinary guy,


While [Am]Sarah would write love songs


That would start the world to cry.


The [G]twins, Ian and Elaine


Would write children bed time stories.


And [E]Benjamin would study history and


Dream a[E7]bout the days of glory.




But a [F]mother in confusion


Decided she would get rid,


And she [Am]also kept that secret


In the place where secrets hid.


We will [F]never know exactly who they’d grow to become,


Their [G]seven little lives were over not long [E]after they’d begun.


And it’s so [F]hard to imagine


What was going on inside.


In the [Am]mind of their mother,


Or the pressure she was under,


Or what [F]drove her in the end


To end the lives of her babies


When their [G]lives had [E]only just be[Am]gun. \\\\ \\G\







[Am]The picture of her face


All full of sorrow. Full of haunted


[Am]Mother’s lasting memories


And what would be the cost of.


For those [F]lives so early finished


That will never be replenished


Like the [Am]eyes we’ll never see.


The unseen eyes of seven babies


With the [G]names we’ll have to guess at


And whose lives we must surmise were


Hidden [Am]in a Utah car garage


Among other forgotten refuse


Where the [G]bodies of the children were ended early on


Before the [E]babies could ever find out where in [E7]life they would belong




Because a [F]mother in confusion


Decided she would get rid,


And she [Am]also kept that secret


In the place where secrets hid.


We will [F]never know exactly who they’d grow to become,


Their [G]seven little lives were over not long [E]after they’d begun.


And it’s so [F]hard to imagine


What was going on inside.


In the [Am]mind of their mother,


Or the pressure she was under,


Or what [F]drove her in the end


To end the lives of her babies


When their [G]lives had [E]only just be[Am]gun. \\\\ \\\\ X2 fade



J  E  T  S
...and yet a Washington Commanders fan (unless they change their name again) ...long story...HTT...C

Re: Only Just Begun

Sad  story  Jeff ,  but  well  written .

Re: Only Just Begun

written with such tenderness and melancholy.

i honestly had to stifle a tear, how could anyone let alone a mother do such an horrific thing? when i read your forword all i felt was vengeance for what she had done, all i can read in you words is regret and forgiveness.

a beautifully written piece, i cant even imagine what kind of melody you've put to it, let us know when we can hear it.

phill

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Re: Only Just Begun

Thanks Phill and Graham. I'm getting over a chest cold which is crimping my recording right now. I tried the other day to record my last song, Selfless Deeds, but couldn't make it through without coughing. As soon as I am breathing better I will get it done. Here is a link to the story by the way: http://abcnews.go.com/US/babies-found-d … d=23311067

J  E  T  S
...and yet a Washington Commanders fan (unless they change their name again) ...long story...HTT...C

Re: Only Just Begun

I like what you did with the song Jeff,too badthis all had too happen.

my papy said son your going too drive me too drinking if you dont stop driving that   Hot  Rod  Lincoln!! Cmdr cody and his lost planet airman

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Hi Jeff,
Definitely a sad story to hear and read about. I think you have done the children justice with your touching lyrics.
Looking forwards to hearing the recording also.

Ken

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Re: Only Just Begun

Thanks Ken and Dino. Yep, recording coming soon. Another reason why I wrote this was that I remember some advice that was mentioned on a TV show by an old folk singer/songwriter, I don't remember their name. He said that songwriters, when they start to run out of ideas in their own life, should look for inspiration the news of the world from stories that touched you. Well this tragic story surely touched me.

J  E  T  S
...and yet a Washington Commanders fan (unless they change their name again) ...long story...HTT...C