Topic: So here I am...
Siting in my recliner, now that I am able to following a dose of Flexeril, feeling high for the second time in my life...
You may, or may not, know that I am a firefighter/paramedic. I started my career at 34 and am hoping to go the full 30 before I pull the pin. One of the problems of being an old firefighter is the job does not get easier your body just rebels a lot more. After 11 years full-time and 20 total years of falling of ladders, riding a ladder down from a roof, wearing breathing apparatus on fires, moving heavy, water soaked, furniture, hoisting extrication tools, hoisting very heavy (and not so heavy) patients onto gurney's, horrible fire apparatus suspensions compressing my spine with every bump, crappy beds in the firehouse, weeks at a time on wildland fires, etc...My back decided it was tired of assisting me in my work.
Had back pain for years and I have always been able to handle it until little more than a month ago. Tried to keep in shape but it was a stop-gap. Strengthened the core muscles (or tried to) but it just delayed the inevitable.
After a fire that I initialed with my crew, my back decided it would not only hurt while at work but all the time. It got to be that I would come to work at 0800 and then by about 1400 my back would be killing me. Finally bit the bullet and saw an MD, time off work for recovery and meds. Seemed to work well last week until Saturday. By Sunday my back was in full spasm and getting worse. MD says possible L5-L6 herniation. All I know is that it hurts like hell.
Did I tell you Flexeril is wonderful? I can feel my pain...I just don't care.
Truly wonderful...
But this is not a lament about not being able to work the job I enjoy. I can handle that as I am going to get better.
What I cannot do is PLAY THE FREAKIN' GUITAR! Can't sit comfortable long enough to play for any length of time. I even thought about trying to play it flat on my back but I don't want to crunch the guitar as I lay down...moving as slow as an old arthritic man.
Sigh...
don't know how to feel about the flexeril high...