going to waste {kevin murphy}

Try to understand
I'm not of the living
Here with the lost and forlorn
I try to forgive me
I need to see
Your there
The life that we're living
I just need to see
Its worth it
So I can struggle on
So I can feel the pain
Again and again
Come on lets talk to God
So he can mock all my plans
We got something
He just don't understand
We just need to see
It's worth it
There's always a light
At the end of the tunnel
Just makes the journey harder
Before we even began
I knew I'd
Never leave her
There too much hate going through my brain
Can't let the time go to waste
Can't you understand?
I felt real love
The hope that it brings
Now there's no one left
Just me alone
Crying out in pain
I lay here fading
On the streets of hypocrisy
Waiting for the sunrise
Waiting for release
Waiting to realize it's too late
Why can't the lost speak?
Most of the living
Ain't too happy either
If only we could speak
We'd figure out what burns
That we always waste
And as I lie alone
Kingdoms fall around my feet
I know that as always
Ends will never meet
What's broken inside
What makes us
Self-destruct
It ain't the pain I'm
Worried about
It's the confusion
Now I've got nothing left
No one's too keen on hearing my plans
No one left here remembered
Who understands
If only you could be
Right here next to me
One more time
I'd have a little hope
I could forget the pain
All my love here going to waste
I won't ever feel
Your hand in mine again
I can't contact the dead
Or the living either
I just can't connect
They can't understand this fever
If only we could touch
I think I'd be freed
But there's too much
Going to waste
How did you make that choice
I ain't too happy bout living either
But now you're gone and I write with
A fever
I miss you like I miss life
I miss you to a depth
They can't understand
You were always there
You always held my hand
Until the day I die
I won't forget the pain
I'll always remember your name
Cause babe see
Its carved into my heart
Your gone- I know I'm not to blame
But without you
It just ain't the same
Now I'm out of words
I cry for you deeper
Than you'll ever understand