The Road I Took To...........

Another poem I that I wrote a while back
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I have been trying,
Maybe not hard enough
Still got to reach the end
At this point
Not even sure if I
Should've taken the other bend
If this takes another year
And I still am strangled by fear
Were my efforts dry?
Maybe I should give up,
Or move on, and save me some tears
For a second try?