Changes of life

This doesn't have a title for it yet, but I thought I would share it anyway. I was thinking about turning it into a song, but I am not sure yet. This is still in the editing process.

Sitting here I'm thinking, looking up I'm dreaming,
About the future and what it holds.
Some things from the past, Oh I wish they could have last,
But now they are gone and old.
Its all a mystery, of what things could all be,
Thats why I never plan.
So, I'll take it as it comes, hope I make the right choices
And learn from all I've done.

In maturity I've grown, from everything I've sown,
From the good and from the bad.
There were things that had been fun, but in the end I had run
Away from the sins I behad.
Now everywhere I turn, everything is different from what I've learned,
Every step seems so daring.
How I came here to this, thats the part that I missed,
And now I feel like I'm tearing.

What will I do, what path of the two,
Will I choose to walk in.
I could take the easy way, but in the end I would pay
So I'll walk with hardship all day long.
As I'm standing under this great mountion, that I have to cross,
I know I must go raging on.