Topic: So here I am...

Siting in my recliner, now that I am able to following a dose of Flexeril, feeling high for the second time in my life...

You may, or may not, know that I am a firefighter/paramedic. I started my career at 34 and am hoping to go the full 30 before I pull the pin. One of the problems of being an old firefighter is the job does not get easier your body just rebels a lot more. After 11 years full-time and 20 total years of falling of ladders, riding a ladder down from a roof, wearing breathing apparatus on fires, moving heavy, water soaked, furniture, hoisting extrication tools, hoisting very heavy (and not so heavy) patients onto gurney's, horrible fire apparatus suspensions compressing my spine with every bump, crappy beds in the firehouse, weeks at a time on wildland fires, etc...My back decided it was tired of assisting me in my work.

Had back pain for years and I have always been able to handle it until little more than a month ago. Tried to keep in shape but it was a stop-gap. Strengthened the core muscles (or tried to) but it just delayed the inevitable.

After a fire that I initialed with my crew, my back decided it would not only hurt while at work but all the time. It got to be that I would come to work at 0800 and then by about 1400 my back would be killing me. Finally bit the bullet and saw an MD, time off work for recovery and meds. Seemed to work well last week until Saturday. By Sunday my back was in full spasm and getting worse. MD says possible L5-L6 herniation. All I know is that it hurts like hell.

Did I tell you Flexeril is wonderful? I can feel my pain...I just don't care.

Truly wonderful...

But this is not a lament about not being able to work the job I enjoy. I can handle that as I am going to get better.

What I cannot do is PLAY THE FREAKIN' GUITAR! Can't sit comfortable long enough to play for any length of time. I even thought about trying to play it flat on my back but I don't want to crunch the guitar as I lay down...moving as slow as an old arthritic man.

Sigh...

don't know how to feel about the flexeril high...

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Hi Bun...not trying to give  medical advice here by any means so please don't take this as such, only a story of my Wife who had back problems. Knowing what works for one doesn't always work for the other...but my Wife has surgery on hers and made it so much worse.. I'm not sure how you feel about Chiropractors but after seeing one he helped her a lot. I'm not saying it would help you, but seeing what it did to her I would certainly explore other avenues before surgery. This is only one case I know, I'm sure surgery has helped many people, just letting you know her story and of course you'd make up your own mind. Either way good luck to you and I hope it turns out that you get better and back to doing your job the way you know you can, and playing your guitar. Also let me say thanks for the job you do, not everyone is built for that and I admire what you do.

Cam

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L5-L6 ... that's lower back right?  I believe T's are the upper back.  I'm sorry to hear of the back pain either way.  Sounds like MRI's are in order for sure to find out how serious it all is.  My Dad had back surgery but it was in the upper back/neck - he was on the verge of permanent nerve damage and had done the chiropractor thing for years and years.  I gotta say, everyone's situation is different.  Do your research and find the best back doctors around, and in the mean time a good chiropractor generally won't hurt anything!  BUT like Cam... please don't take my advice as medical advise, just letting you know what I know about it.  Everyone's different.

flexeril... that's how it made me feel too.  It doesn't really take the pain away, just makes ya not care so much and makes it so you can sleep.  If the muscles are spasming then generally something is irritated.  I hope you have some anti-inflamatories to go with the flexeril.  They take a while to work (a few days) but they'll help the spasms stop... and you MUST rest those muscles.  Back spasms are so annoying both physically and mentally in my opinion.  I hurt my shoulder doing people's hair and was having all sorts of spasms through my entire upper back.  Crazy that it could happen from the little things as well as the big ones.

Take good care of yourself and that body... it's all you've got! I hope it doesn't last too long and you can get the guitar out soon!

Amy

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What constitutes excellent music is in the ears of the listener.

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Good luck bud.  Firefighters have it rough.  A friend of mine from high school got crunched in his first couple of years.  He was also rescue and EMT certified.  His first EMT patient died while he was working on her.  The emergency docs said there was absolutely nothing he could have done for her, but he still had some anguish to work through.  Then at a cabin fire (an old hunting lodge up in the woods) the ceiling gave in and the chimney collapsed onto him and two other firefighters.  He was in the middle of the three.  The men on either side of him were killed by the chimney but he survived.  Messed him up physically and emotionally for a time.  He lost both his firefighter job and his off-season job of ski guide to disability (broken back).  Over the years, I've learned this his story isn't unusual at all.  Good men and women out there doing it.  My sincere thanks to you. 

Hope your back gets better. 

- Zurf

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Having had 2 back surguries, myself I can feel your pain. I, too had back problems for years and thought I could work thru them. It don't work. I work construction - project superintendent - but would try to not let anyone know how much I was hurting. Muscle relaxers or pain pill, I just could not take as they made me feel worse than the pain. Anyway, I waited too long and L-5 ruptured while I was outta town working. It was so bad I could not get home to see my doctor, company had to fly my wife to me and I was forced to have a "unknown" doctor do surgury. After over 3 days of having my left drawn up behind me & completely paralized from the intense pain I did not care what they did to me. Anyway it all worked out for the best and the doctor did a wonderful job. The morning after I was operated on I got out of bed by myself, went to the bathroom and walked down to the nurses station and asked for a cup of coffee. Kinda got scolded and put back too bed but I did get that cup of coffee. My feelings, from experience, is that if you have a herinated disc theres gonna be surgury some time in the future. Take the time and find the BEST Neoursurgen you can find - get his opinion - but don't wait around and let that disc rupture. Better yet find a neoursurgen who specializes in "sports medicine".


A couple of folks have recommended chiropractors - I've been that route - there are some VERY good one's and there are some that are not so good. My twin brother was having back problems and went to a chiropractor. He left there in an ambaliance (sp) with a ruptured disc. Not saying that they are bad - just pick a good one.

Nela

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Lots of luck w/ the back bunbun. I fell through a roof and broke my neck 40 yeras ago. I use to live on flexeral and vicodin.

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Take two flexeril, play your guitar standing up and call me in the morning.  I feel for you.  I have had lower back pain for years, but it comes and goes.  It has never put me out of comissiom more than a day or two, but it sure can hurt.  I hope you find a way to ease the pain.  Good luck.

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+1 on all the above, especially that MRI and finding a good spinal specialist.  Same story for me, L4/5 blown disk, surgery after suffering a couple months (going through the workmen's comp hoops), and resulting nerve damage from the delay.  Prompt attention to the root of the issue is key to a good prognosis, and you can plan on a bit of physical therapy afterwards. 

Flexoril is a darn good anti-spasmodic, but it can make you a bit spacey.... as you said though it doesn't do much for the pain. Anti-inflammatory drugs will keep the swelling in the joint down a bit and should give some relief. If you are feeling any numbness in your legs, you will want to seek medical advice ASAP (which you should do anyway) as it might be an indicator of a nerve getting the life strangled out of it, and might become permanent.

Been there and surely feeling your pain!

Take Care;
Doug

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I am sorry to here you are in such pain,I get the same way some days,I uselly put a topical ointment to it( ben gay ) or use a heating pad. they help alot.I hope you do not continiue too use the pain pills. I also do afull stretch of my back/body before I get out of bed and use my hands too knees too push me up,it keeps the spine and body aligned and helps me.

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Dad was a career firefighter and had back problems, too.   He swore by foot massages.  Seriously.  Apparently there is some nerve connection between your feet and your lower back.  Acupressure and all that helped immensely.   And for the record, Dad was no new age hippie, either, so it must have had some effect.   smile

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jerome.oneil wrote:

Dad was a career firefighter and had back problems, too.   He swore by foot massages.  Seriously.  Apparently there is some nerve connection between your feet and your lower back.  Acupressure and all that helped immensely.   And for the record, Dad was no new age hippie, either, so it must have had some effect.   smile

There's actually a nerve connection between your feet and almost every major body part.  Look up "reflexology".  I don't know all the pressure points, but about 90% of the people who ask me for pedicures complain of either lower back pain, upper back pain, or sinus issues.... I always make a point to massage/apply pressure to that particular pressure point a bit extra during the massage portion of the pedicure.  The lower back's pressure point is in the very bottom of the heel.  The neck pressure point is at the very bottom of the big toe.  Sinus's are at the tips of the toes (although I'd rather have a facial massage to relieve pressure in the sinus!).  Food for thought!

Art and beauty are in the eyes of the beholder.
What constitutes excellent music is in the ears of the listener.

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Sorry to hear about your problems, bunbun. I am another Chordian back sufferer, but nowhere near as bad as you, and some others. I know how very painful it can be, though, and sympathise. Not being able to play guitar either is a double whammy! Hope you get the medical care you need...

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What you said is very true mekidsmom,that is also a good reason for us to keep good posture so we can keep ourbodies in proper alighnment. When it is we feel better and have less pain.

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bunbun, one thing I forgot to mention is for you to get out of that recliner. That's the worst place you can sit when you have back pain. A regular straight back chair (as uncomfortable as they are) is a better place to sit than a recliner. Try laying on the floor with a pillow under your knees - even sleeping  laying on your back with a pillow under your knees helps to take the pressure off your lower back. Another thing that helped me was to just get out and walk. Nice and slow on a good flat area. This helps get the blood flowing to the injured area. If your are married have your wife give you a hot oil massage - if your not married, then your girl friend. Just be careful as this can lead to other thoughts that could increase your back pain. Never accept the excuse from your spouse that she does not have any good massage oil - in a pinch you can use regular cooking oil. This will also get the blood flowing although it may not all go to the injured area. Certain foods can also help with back pains. I have found out that if I have my wife grill a nice rib eye steak, baked 'tater and other trimings, it helps the back pain. A nice after dinner desert will help as well. Getting into the correct position to watch your favorite TV shows will help with your spouse working the remote is  good for a sore back. Drinking plenty of fluids, that is brought to you by your spouse is very helpful. Since you are drinking more fluids you will need to keep the toilet seat up, so make sure your spouse knows she has to pitch in and help. In other words - MILK THIS FOR ALL THAT ITS WORTH!

Nela

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I agree with you on the recliner, Nela.  I only sit in mine for a couple of hours in the evening for a little TV and every time I get up (for a snack) I feel crippled for a minute or two.  Recliners are very bad.  That is why I don't sit in it during the day generally.

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In the lower back pain problem physical therapy really helped i have personally noticed this therapy of my bro it is quite painful in the start but overall its a good treatment....

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Oh yea.  I know about half a dozen firefighters that all swear by "The Little Back Book."

http://www.amazon.com/Little-Health-Man … 1903334004

Hope it gets better.

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Here is the latest prognosis post MRI:

NO disc between L5-S1. ( It is gone, gone, gone...). Deteriorating L3-L4, L4-L5 with the L4-L5 disc worse than the L4-L3 due to the stresses. L4 vertebrae displaced anterior (toward the front) by a few millimeters. Surgery means I retire NOW. Back in July the Doc told me my back looks like that of a man much older. 

I finally got permission by WC to have a Facet Block performed (after three tries and two docs). This will help the doc determine if I have any hope of being able to work again but it looks bleak no matter what.

I am currently planning my future post-medical retirement as that looks like the most likely outcome.

I am going to miss the job, especially being a practicing medic.

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That really is the pits man!  Is there any chance of you teaching?  It sounds like you have the time put in to get certified and be a good teacher.

I hope you feel better (as possible) soon.  If after all the other stuff, and you still hurt, There is the "UNOFFICIAL" statement from my father-in-laws doctor (he has scoliosis very bad)  "As a doctor I cant percribe cannibas, but if that is what gets you though the day, Im not going to tell you to stop"

Are you in a state that allows that?  Maybe moving would be a good idea? ;-) (attempt at humor LOLOLOLOL)

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I can actually get a job teaching at a community college with my education (2 Associates Degrees and many, many fire classes, many of which are upper division type courses) yet I cannot teach at a high school because I do not have a Bachelor's.

I have been teaching for about 20 years (training newbs) in all of my jobs and the last ten years taking paramedic students, during their six-week field internship, from the local college.

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The comm coll would be better than HS, IMHO, My wife teaches HS.  You dont want the BS.  In Coll at least the students want to be there.

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Update:

I had a facet block done on 12-12-11. Prior to surgery the nurse asked what my pain level was. I told her about 2-3 on a scale of ten. When the procedure was done and I woke I realized that I had become so used to the pain that I was very conservative in my estimate of what my level of pain was.

It was wonderful to not have any pain at all and I had forgotten how that felt. The absence of pain lasted about two weeks and made Christmas a joy. Unfortunately it came back as the facet block was only temporary, but it was not as intense. I was able to start working out on a strider machine so I could get some cardio in. the strider machine is "no impact" so it worked well.

About two weeks ago I realized there were DAYS that I would feel little or no pain and when I did it was an annoyance rather than anything else.

Until Tuesday...It came roaring back with a vengeance and my back spasm-ed so bad that I was barely able to walk. Wednesday I picked up my daughter from school and when I got home i could barely get out of the car. It took me three minutes to walk 50 feet as I could only take tiny steps. My children saw me cry for the first time. The back is still spasming and I have pain from my waist down to both of my knees. The back feels real unstable.

I am waiting for an appointment for a procedure called "Radio-Frequency Ablation" or rhizotomy. It will burn the parts of the facet nerves that are causing the pain. The nerves will regenerate but the procedure can be repeated. I keep asking the pain doc how this will help me and if I can go back to working as a firefighter. My concern is my quality of life in ten years or so. He just says, "Mother Nature will tell your back that you have gone to far..." I keep thinking that, while the rhizotomy  will eliminate the pain (so to speak) the damage is still there. If I go back without fixing the damage it will only get worse. I am seriously contemplating a medical retirement at this point and I think Mother Nature has given me her thoughts on the matter with this latest round of spasming.

Again, I cannot play the guitar and I have reached the point where I am experiencing many "Ah Ha!" moments. This truly sucks! Lol.

Anyone wanna trade for a slightly used spine?

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I feel for you Bun bun.  I wish they could fix whatever is causing the pain rather than trying to eliminate just the pain portion.  A friend of mine had five vertebrae wrapped in titanium last year.  It relieved his pain and he can walk again (which was questionable), but he'll never get better.  He can still pick a guitar like crazy, though.  Here's hoping your luck is better than his in the long run. 

- Zurf

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If it comes from the heart and you add a few beers... it'll be awesome! - Mekidsmom
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bunbun wrote:

I can actually get a job teaching at a community college with my education (2 Associates Degrees and many, many fire classes, many of which are upper division type courses) yet I cannot teach at a high school because I do not have a Bachelor's.

I have been teaching for about 20 years (training newbs) in all of my jobs and the last ten years taking paramedic students, during their six-week field internship, from the local college.

County fire commissioner, fire inspector, arson investigator...

There's a lot out there you can still do that doesn't require you to hump hoses up and down the stairs all day.

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Bun bun I did not know you were having trouble,I hope the best for you.

my papy said son your going too drive me too drinking if you dont stop driving that   Hot  Rod  Lincoln!! Cmdr cody and his lost planet airman