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It was real nice what you wrote. I am glad that I live, because I had even a cardiac arrest. So I know, how it feels to die
1/ ANGRY, IT IS IMPOSSIBLE, so you really fight.
2/ After the fight, you start to accept the fact that you will leave this world.
3/ Very strange, my opinion: you are becoming very, in a way of speaking, happy to fade away, I also still remember exactly what I said to my former girlfriend, like give my family strength, tell them I love them, and don't think too much, concerning me, because I wknow that I will always be in your mind. I am leaving now, I don't know where, but it's finished, and yes: a flat line. But she screamed so loud, being with me because she's a nurse, that the whole bunch of doctors did a good reanimation, with medication, and the, I always call them, things to iron, clear- nothing- second time again clear, and yes I was back. I did not see a white light, the only thing that was important for me, was french fries. I was obsessed by french fries, that's why I think that you take your last taught with you.
People can say he didn't suffer, EXCUSE ME, I started like they often write, to be transported in critical condition, your body produce "endorfines", = morphine but made by your brain. That is also the reason why marathon, or triathlon fanatics, commit sometimes suicide, lack of "endorfines". But to be honest, I had 32 fractures in MY LEFT FOOT?! and a exploded lumbar verteber (?) in 4 pieces. And yes, I was, like a miracle, very heavy insured, and that also allowed me to buy guitars. But if somebody can cure me, my left leg is getting worse: direction paralysis, I will be happy to give away all my guitars.
Thanks for your support, I hate it to come out with this problem, but sometimes the need is there
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Hi,
I am fairly new on here, but I have seen a couple of your posts and wanted to say something. First off I think you have a great message with regards to health and money, you brought a bit of a tear to my eye when I read your last post. Sometimes people don't enjoy the freedoms that they are given and take all of the small things like jogging down to the mail box for granted. Keep on keeping on bud and God Bless you!