My truest of all feelings
Poem by: Joshua C. Young
You may think that you are lending a hand
But you’re just fueling the fire for my denial
I can’t quit you baby no matter how I try
Deep down it’s eating me alive
It hurts so much but it lasts so long
Please give me a chance to show you
All this pain I feel
But you just don’t understand how bad I need you
You can’t help me find a new woman
If it was your life long work god wont stop this pain
I need you so bad but you just don’t understand
It isn’t an obsession it isn’t lust its pure love
But you really don’t give a damn if I collapsed on the ground
Because of the intense passion I have for you
You never give me a second look some help
God please help her realize who is the better man
Dear lord have mercy and show her blindness that just is
The better man never would I do her any harm never would I go
Behind her back for another woman’s draw god show me mercy
For I am a broken soul over her cold shoulder sticks out and I cant get the attention I so desperately need please dear god help me I would caress her body, heart, and soul I am freezing my life away this pain strikes deep in my heart it slowly creeps I can no longer show you how I feel for I have showed you every ounce of energy I have left I feel I have showed within every inch of my soul I’ll work the rest of my life fighting to be the sworn protector of your innocent soul girl I need you so bad I cant go any more the steps I take hurt every inch of the way don’t tell me to stop that would make me drop and my heart would never return again to life because it is so grim.