I can think of many things that could be worse in consuming ones' life. Go with it, let it consume you. I had the same illness 25 years ago you're having now and today, I'm a full-time professional working musican. Follow your heart, put your family first (because they will always be your biggest fans) and stay dedicated and focused.
Peace and Guitars,
SouthPaw41L, Toney
I hear you. I do have the advantage, if you can call it that, of having no family to speak of (divorced, no kids); and focus and dedication don't seem to be an issue. I'm at a point where changing careers is going to be a possibility in a few years, and I'm heavily leaning toward getting into luthiery in the meantime, and opening a small shop when my finances hit my own 'magic number.'
Bootlegger, if you're tuning into this discussion, do you have any advice?
(Sorry about the threadjack, Zurf!)