Hi Selso!
I read this song when it was first posted. I didnt comment because i could feel your pain to much. I want to shower you with understanding hugs.
We have twin girls in our family. One is gentle and quiet, the other we call
Miss why where what when cailín { Girl }She i think is taking after this old Doll.
they are so different but so close. So i can only try imagine how you feel.
You must cry and cry some more, talk about him and some more. You will have good days but the missing never goes. on your down days write for him.
Please embrace your face in the mirror. You may look like him, but you are a separate soul... His mortal remains have been removed. His body life cloths.
His soul like yours mine and other beings on the planet , to me is a soul of loving light.
A soul is not born? So how can it die? {quote- Mary Gaulthier }
The image you knew is gone. Feel his presence, know it still. and still cry some more.
I would like you to have the Happiest Birthday Tomorrow, as you not only celebrate your soul but his who still lives in you and all who knew him.
These words are from a very old song. I taught myself how to do this.
Selso! You can to! love and light to guide you always.
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
and be yourself for a while.
Old Doll