I don't talk about this too much, but when I went to see my Dementia counsellor and my Neuro-Psych doctor about a week ago, I got prescribed a new med called Abilify (It is an adjunct to my current dementia/depression therapy) and it's messing with my sleep, among other things. I'll get to what this has with our music in a moment, so stay tuned.
Anyway, when she prescribed it, she also lessened a couple of my other meds and it's having an adverse effect on me, which I "have to ride out" according to her. Long story short, the lack of the meds she cut down on, is making me irritable and nervous and it's not a good feeling, folks. I can tell when it starts when I start getting impatient with the computer when I think it's too slow.
What's this got to do with my music, you're asking: Well, it affects my focus. For example, I'll get the idea to practice my guitar and unless I hurry and pick it up (it's right here in the room with me - not in the music room) the feeling to practice leaves me as quickly as I got it). This happens with a lot of stuff such as rearranging my cd's (a simple thing my doctor wanted me to start with), going through my clothes to see what can go to Goodwill, reading, etc. etc.
So right now it is after 4 am EST and I am wide awake, "talking" to you and "riding out" the side effects of this new medicine. If you are ever prescribed it, be sure to google it and talk to your doctor about it. The reason I agreed to start taking it is because I don't want to undergo ECT.
The only thing that I don't lose focus with is coming here.
So I'm sharing a little more of my batguano-ness with you because I don't have anyone else to share it with and to maybe help me to bear the side effects a little better.
So thanks for letting me vent, as it were, and good night wherever you are. I'm going to my gaming site (World of Warcraft) and I hope the feeling to play doesn't leave me before I can sign off here and get there.
I told y'all my life is a sitcom. Maybe now you'll believe me!
Thanks for letting me vent.
Bill