I fear this will be used against me yet I will write it anyway.
Man, how do I even express anything anymore?
You told me there was no hope of future.
I said thank you.
We had a wonderful evening of drinks and intimacy.
I said thank you.
I say thank you,
Because you don’t want to hear I LOVE YOU.
And Yet,
I had to say it this morning.
I do not wish to diminish the beauty of last night,
The relaxation on your face, sitting at the table and the smile that was with it.
A real smile no doubt,
was there any sadness hiding behind it?
The love we made ,
Make no mistake on what I gave.
I gave you my love, or I might as well have not been in there.
Waking up this morning, I had to say
I LOVE YOU
Though you don’t believe it.
Is this really what you want?
You say you are not “in Love” with me.
I fear this will be used against me
Making last night the last kiss of our life?
You know how I feel.
You tell me things will be better.
I know how you feel,
and I think you may have doubts.
Your stubborn pride not letting you be,
You’re digging in.
I just want you to see.
You say I am not be the guy for you anymore, ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, But neither is he.
I fear this will be used against me
Yet I say it any how
My love is true, although I was not good at showing it, neither were you.
I know we cannot burry the past.
But we could accept it and smile at last.
You told me there was no hope of future.
I said thank you.
We had a wonderful evening of drinks and intimacy.
I say thank you.
I say thank you,
Because you don’t want to hear I LOVE YOU.
and yet i had to say it to you.