This is a reflection of something that I am going through right now. Something else to get off of my chest. I'd say we are due a spot of happiness now! Anyway, it's an uncomfortable subject but I hope you can see potential in my writing :-)
Never again.
Friends are sick of hearing it, how you broke my heart.
Trying to pick up the pieces of a world you’ve torn apart.
I can’t eat or sleep alone, I can’t even try.
No musing or recalling will answer questions why.
I don’t know what happened here, what you felt you had to do.
I can’t even speak for fear of my appeasing you.
Just go away
I don’t want to need you
I don’t want to love you
I don’t even like you.
Disgusted by what you’ve become.
She is my angel; I’m supposed to protect her,
My feelings of guilt, an uncomfortable stir.
I cannot forget this, it has changed our lives,
I cannot let go and she cannot know why.
She is just six, should be young and so free,
Instead she is jailed, by the fear within me.
A fear that you put there, a fear you installed,
With those hideous pictures that left me appalled.
But one things for certain, one things for sure,
Once this is over, I will close the door.
I’ll put this behind us, and never again
Will I want to speak or hear of your name.