Hello Family
Sorry I've been "missing in action", but it was a necessary absence having to do with a "cleansing of the psyche", as it were.
Some of you may have noticed a change in my usual demeanor back before taking this "break". It had absolutely nothing to do with anyone here but myself. I'm finding it harder these days to maintain a "balance" within myself - despite the many medications I take to maintain my cognitive functions and how they regulate my moods. Even now, as I write - I am having to reread each line in a paragraph to make sure each sentence agrees with the one before it. It's getting harder to do, especially for a guy who majored in English Literature and Journalism in college.
So: Why am I back and did I solve my problem?
Not yet, but I think the answer is I need more "human interaction". I need to be around more "real people" and do some normal stuff before I sink further into these "doldrums" I've created for myself and lose whatever little human contact I still have (my doctors, the postman, the few neighbors, etc.).
So it starts with accompanying Dondra to church on Sundays and, if the opportunity presents itself, bringing along the Fender guitar gifted me by Jim and Amy and join the church band in singing and playing some spiritual hymns/songs.
That's the plan, anyway, and within that plan lies the following oldie non-denominational tune which I hope to use as my "audition" into the band. (There's really no "audition" and I've been asked to come and sit in on drums many times, so it will be just an "introduction")
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ck6cCyvo5vo
There's many versions of this traditional little tune and I hope to involve the congregation by singing their first names within the verses (i.e. "He's got Bill and Dondra, in his hands......")
My theory is this little tune will be new to many of the kids in the church and they'll enjoy the rhythmic clapping and shouting.
So what do you think, my family? Did I make any sense with what I've written here? Does my plan to make real music again have any hope of succeeding? And finally, will I able to do without some of medications I have weaned myself from?
Dondra and I send our love to all of you and I'll be interested to read your responses.
Bill
*https://www.phrases.org.uk/meanings/262450.html